over over over over over

wheee.im like so super super happy.it's like.OVER man.it's over my friend.

no more o levels for the rest of our lives!it was our last shot though.but who cares about that anymore.lol.wheeee.prom's coming up this wed.so much to do.so little time.rarrr.i love you baby.

but before i go on to my shopping,let me begin with what i did right after my last paper.

thursday.
5 of us went to chomp chomp at serangoon gardens.it was like my first time there.but i had a whole lot of fun.well WE ALL had a whole lot of fun binging and embarrassing ourselves and laughing like we never knew laughing existed.hehhh.yup.we had really really huge jugs of drinks each which cost us about 3 bucks each.we had hokkien mee,carrot cake,sting ray,chicken wings,fried oyster.yup.then after we ate eugenia left us for home and the rest of us headed for the esplanade.by the time we reached there,my dad came to pick xianglin n i up already.rarrrr.ohhh wells. i love you baby.

friday.
i reached the class chalet late with a ice box with 17 cans of china apple in it.rarrr.build muscles.lol.really really heavy alright.then when i reached the chalet i just saw 3 maids.namely yingwah,xianglin and brenda.yup.coolio rite.hehhh.they cleaned the floor up real well.it was goood.but the chalet itself was bad.the fan was not working and the air con was like a cloud.it was raining.yup.while waiting for the food to arrive we saw some guy in the chalet behind ours shaking his butt.then his arms.xianglin thinks he's super flexi.but i think he's just super funny and he didnt realise that we were looking at him and laughing like a bunch of idiots.then the food came.it was disappointing.i felt extremely cheated.rarrr.we paid so much for that little amount of food.we're never gonna approach them again man.eeesh.so after that brenn yingwah and i went to rent bikes.so coolio!!.i love biking.i love you baby.

by the time we went back,they were starting the fire already.well at least si ning was.she's like the fire guru i tell you.bbq fire, campfire.all the fires.just pass to her.hehhh.for the first time we werent bbqing.yup.we as in brenn yw xl eugenia n i.yup yup.we were slacking all over the place waiting for food.lol.we took over the fire at around 9+ and watched over the fire.the class popped 2 bottles of sparkling juice at 12.it was fun.wheeee.then brenn yw xl and i grabbed some bikes and went cycling again.lol.this time we went to the jetty to the left side of the chalet and stayed there till 745 the next day.yup.we did lotsa things that we might never get to do again.yup.wheeee.i love you baby.

saturday.
i went home and almost dozed off in the bus.so embarrassing.lol.then i reached home and was locked out of the house.i tried looking for the hidden house key but alas.it was nowhere to be found.rarrr.i slept outside the door.emmmmmmmmmbarassing.but who cares.lol.once i got into the house i grabbed clothes,bathed and was out of the house shopping for my prom dress.lol.yup yup.wheeee.didnt reach home till 7.went home to bathe again and slept. i love you baby.

sunday.
after church,i had a craving for indonesian food.so we went around looking for sanur.we reached suntec only to find sanur closed.rarrr.thank goodness there was a sundanese restaurant.i had a good lunch.wheeee.after that we went home.nothing much today. i love you baby.

im just looking forward to tomorrow for now.y'all take care alright!have lotsa fun.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

it's all coming to an end.

yup.all that we've ever studied for.is finally coming to a closure.it's finally wrapping up.lol.hmmm.why do i think i said this last week too.ohh wells.dont care.the end is just coming.period.i'm happy happy.indeed the Lord has been merciful.indeed throughout the whole of my exams,He's been there watching over my every step.i was sick yesterday since before the emaths paper 2.i felt totally out of sorts and i was really really really worried.i prayed 4 times.He answered.PRAISE THE LORD!yup.indeed.he has been good.

many a times i think.i realise.i know.that i'm a whole lot more fortunate than many others around.many things.in fact all the things that i've ever desired,i seem to possess.dont call me lucky.i'm just blessed.after all,i was an ugly baby with a big mouth.rarrr. (: however.sometimes i just feel,getting all that ive ever wanted isnt the best especially if ive hurt some of those that i really really love in the process.even if i get what i want but end hurting someone that matters the most to me,then i suppose i cant and wont want it anymore.i'm sorry for all the selfish things that ive done and i really hope i could make it up.but i really dont know how.would someone enlighten me?havent seen much response.why isnt anyone telling me anything nowadays.it just seems like ive been isolated.like no one trusts me anymore.like no one ever wants to be near me.

man.i suck.
manda.you should just go dig a whole and disappear after your o levels and appear again to collect your results then disappear again.you might be tempted to resurface.but you know once you do that,you're gonna start hurting people again.just.disappear.

so anyways.im in the midst of my o levels and seriously.i wanna proclaim that I REALLY REALLY LOVE MY SCHOOL HALL.dont ask me why.i think ive just developed a sort of attachment to it.like.hmmm.i just love my school hall.period.rarrr.shoo if you dont agree.
taking my O levels in the school hall has been lotsa fun.it just feels right.like i was meant to do my exams there for life.like this is where everything starts and ends for me.uh huh.i love the hall. (:

after the O's-thursday 5.15pm-i'll be free from 8am-1030pm everyday.wheee.all those people whom i'm supposed to meet up for breakfast,lunch,dinner or even high tea,feel free to ring me up and book a date alright!i look forward to enjoying a meal with you.i'm sure it'd be lotsa fun.ooo.if you dont call me out for meals then i'm very sure you'll see me around every single mall in Singapore no matter big or small,new or old.yup.you might even catch me in serimbun from 24-27 Nov, the states from 1-17 Dec or Sentosa from 18-22 Dec.OOO.i'll be back in my school hall on the 22nd of Nov for my prom.wheee~!

so that's been my update about the past week.i barely mentioned the O levels for the very reason that it's just it.nothing much to say also.lol.takkaire y'all.just 6 more papers.6 more.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou.each and everyone of you.

PRAISE THE LORD FOR HE IS GOOD

yup.indeed the Lord has been good to all of us.there are just too many things to thank him for now.

firstly,i wanna thank Him for being there for me throughout the whole year.indeed,His grace IS sufficient for me.i've grown up,matured and have opened my eyes.sometimes life is just more than it seems.when your sky seems to turn grey,it just means whatever bad things in the past will be washed away by the storm that is to come.so yup,i've found many wonderful things,lost many undesirable ones and now, i'm proud to say,my life's in place.God's been working on it all this while and sometimes we just never notice how much He has done for us.this year alone,the Lord has helped me realised the importance of studying and doing well.He up-ed my grades in a miraculous period of 2 months and we all know how rarely miracles happen.yup!the Lord has also provided me with a special group of darlings of whom i know would be there with me till the very end of time.He has given me my best friend,my future bridesman.hehhh.and many many other people who have been through this rollercoaster of life with me.most importantly,i would like to thank Him for giving me my family.i never knew how blessed i was until i started hearing about the families of others.my grandmas,my parents,my sibling,my relatives,my everyone.all of them just seem to fit right in.as cliché as it might sound,yes,every single person is a piece of puzzle in my life.as the years pass,i can say with utmost pride that my life is becoming complete as more people enter my life,and no space is left empty.by the end of my journey of life,i will gladly close my eyes and say that my puzzle of life is complete,ready to be framed and hung up for everyone to see.

secondly,andrew,daniel,david & junwei have all been very blessed by the Lord too.they've all won competitions,been through once in a lifetime experiences,been cured of sicknesses in the nick of time,done really well in their studies and yup.very blessed too.

thirdly,my family has been blessed very much too.He's been with us through thick and thin.every single decision we've made as a family,He's been in it all.mere words would be unable to magnify His glory and i do hope what i've expressed in these little words would edify you.

so this is what i have for y'all this week.all of you take lotsa care alright!for those taking their O levels this coming week and the next,all the best!!

God bless.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou